the SAME OLD nightmare came back again this morning!

i was prepared to go school before i went down to buy food for my grandma and myself.
i dressed up, packed my bag, and EVEN brought my bag to my living room so that i don need to make a trip to my room again later.

okay, everything was done and i went down to purchase foods.
i told myself, i have to RUSH if not i wont be able to have time to finish up my food. and i will be late for sch.

i walked in a SUPER FAST speed. and when i was home, my grandma was like "YOU ARE FAST!"
after a few minutes, i began to feel restless..... and the FEELING WAS BACK!
so i went to the kitchen and drank some warm water. and i sat down.
IT DOESNT WORK!

okay. i opened the packet of my food, and began to eat. after one mouth of kuay teow, i put my food aside. TOTALLY NO APPETITE!

the feeling is really unbearable! like really going to COLLAPSE anytime soon even i sat down at that moment.
i called my mum. and i laid down on bed.

and i remembered what my doc told me. so after resting a while, i dragged myself to the kitchen and make myself a CUP OF HOT MILO.
and sip a bit by a bit. i drank almost 1/2 cup. and i put the rest aside.

after an hour, i am starting to feel better.
this feeling is really a NIGHTMARE! seriously couldn't stand it.

and because of this SUDDEN NIGHTMARE, i was on mc today!
MY FIRST MC IN MY POLY LIFE! haiz.