i don know how to describe my day. SERIOUSLY !

it was toooooooooooooooooooooooo hurt until it's un-describable !
this happened out of the sudden without any conflicts or fights.
i'm really disappointed till now.
yea. though that long message contains just WORDS, somehow after finished reading, the WORDS who were the culprit penetrated the sharpest sword into my heart ! it was too excruciating until i couldn't move at all !

this is the BIGGEST BLOW i ever had in my WHOLE life. seriously !!!!!!! sighh...

Onee-chan, where are you?????? i really wish you can be at my side now! :(