well... i DIDN'T GO bethany today cause i got tons of uncompleted homework... :(

and my dad was like clearing stuffs... cause we're going to move NEXT SUNDAY ! wooochhh... finally... =)

sad to say that, during these time, i CANNOT indulge in doing my own things anymore... CAUSE OF MY WORKS !!! well... nevermind... I MUST PERSEVERE... :)

i got a poem for my BELOVED AND DEAR SISTER, DESLYNN !

title: Always in my Heart

It pains me to see you leave,
But I never forget what I've learned through the years we've gone through.

It hurts me to know,
After awhile you'll confide in someone else, not me.

I'll always be there for you,
Even after the end is heaven comes.
I'll always stay true to our bond as one and won’t ever let go.

You are my sister,
And my very best friend of all time,
It's so true.
We'll be that way even after the end has come for us.

You are a part of me,
And never will you ever leave my heart.
All the times we've shared,
Even when we didn't really care at all.

Don't let anyone take my place,
They'll never face or change our times together.

The laughs,
The tears,
The fears,
They have built up through the years.

I'll always remember how much you've sacrifice for me,
And your LOVE, CONCERN, HUG AND KISSES will always stay in my mind !

Although we couldn't contact each other now,
But i believe that it's just only a test that was sent by God
To justify whether are we suitable to be sisters in life

Don't worry,
Its just for the moment.
The test will be over in a short while
And the results will be out in a short while

No matter what,
I'll never let us part,
Because you'll always have a special place in my heart.

I MISS YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! MUACKS ! <3

JIE, I REALLY HOPE TO SEE YOU REALLY SOON ! I REALLY MISSED YOU... I SEE YOU IN MY DREAM EVERY NIGHT BUT NOT IN REAL LIFE... NOW WHENEVER I HAVE DIFFICULTIES, I GOT NO ONE TO TURN TO ANYMORE... CAN YOU DON LEAVE ME?? COME BACK TO ME, CAN??? LITTLE LAMB ALSO MISSED YOU VERY MUCH ! HOW ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW??? I'M WORRIED FOR YOU ! :'(