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step to the beat of my heart ... ♥



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trying as hard as i can to reach out for the stars tonight.I'll be plucking out one for you to remember me always.
♥Thursday, May 03, 2007
CHINESE want to kill me... arggghhhh... i hate chinese manz... arggghhh....

sian.. at home memorizing the SOCIAL STUDIES... ANOTHER SUBJECT STRUGGLING ME... ARGGGHHH... while i am memorizing, i think of other thing ... ahhahahax...

i recalled... last time i went to HER PET HOUSE... i saw on her noticeboard... SHE GAVE HER A WOOD WHICH CRAVE HER PET NAME ( first letter)... wrote a long message for her... why don't i have arh???? i am thinking... you know... ITS NOT FAIR ???? only wrote a card... and that is only when someone ask her to do... ARGGGHHHH...

WHY MY LIFE IS SO UNFAIR??? WHY WHY WHY?????????????????????? i am very sad whenever i recalled this... when i saw that was sticking on her noticeboard... my heart broke... DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL???? DO YOU KNOW???? SOMEMORE TREAT HER SO GOOD.... whenever they talk will have laughter... like yesterday.. just saw them laughing... ARGGGHHHH.... ITS UNFAIR !!!!!! i am alwayz wondering is it i came to a wrong school???? ARGGGGHHHHH.... SAD SAD SAD !!!!!!!!!! i know she's better than me... her english is SUPERB !! but can you don be like this??? i know my english is not good... i am not smart... i am not pretty... but CAN YOU DONT BE LIKE THIS??? arggghhh... i still need to spend another year in this school manz... with this sad things ... :(

my life is totally .... black again... DARKNESS !!!!!! YOU BROUGHT ME OUT, AND NOW YOU SEND ME IN AGAIN.... :(((((((((