today... early in the morning. group of students and teachers including her went to Kuala Lumpur.. beginning with the trip.. i really hope i can go... but... ARGGHHH... i tell you... this year no matter what... i want work hard to go for the trip... i tell you.. its the best when you travel with your friends and teachers... you can gain more independence and know how to take care people... lastly.. the MOST INTERESTING part... FREEDOM... there's freedom when your parents are not around you... :)

today.. my music lesson is the special one... i got two lesson today... one is from 1pm ... another one is the normal lesson start at 3pm... i said before... as i don want to sing for the echo part.. so my teacher give up her lunch time to give me extra lesson... wah.. i was very very NERVOUS when i step in to the studio... because i need to sing.. oh my goosh.. before the lesson starts, my teacher ask me to practice for a while first, as she want to go and take the oral book... so i start praying to God.. ask Him to give me confident to sing out.. don let me to afraid.. and i have FAITH in Him.. wah.. my teacher is damn sick today... her face pale until... teacher, must take care horr... very scared of her... because at the beginning of the lesson, she say that she's sick.. don make her angry.. so i was like.. joke with her... i said.. erm.. " why are you sick??" she's very irritate by me.. and reply" don ask STUPID question.. how i know?? " then i continued" is the the BMW curse on you?? " she's like.. angry.. i can see the smoke coming out already.. so i stop asking...

she start the lesson with oral.. start the lesson with echo part... oh my goosh.. first time.. she played.. i was like keep QUIET again... :( after that,... the second time.. I START TO SING... YEAH... thanks God to give me confidence to sing ... yeah... start of my singing, i was like sing until the teacher also think that i got no hope in my singing.. i purposely... then slowly.. after more practice.. my power start to express out already... hahax... then teacher said" much better",... wow.. cool... :)

then continue with the rest of the examination part... as in practice the exam pieces, etc.. hahahx...

end of the second lesson, i walked out the studio with relieved feeling.. wow.. feel so relax... that i had overcome my fear.. hahax...

after that, i went to ps with andrew... hahax... i bought lots of things over there... hahax... so fun... most of the things were beach wear... hahax.. as i am going to Sentosa this friday.. hahhax...

alright.. today i will send here... before i end this post, i really must thank my lovely Lord.. thanks for helping me when i need help, and thanks for stay beside me to support me and give me pride... thank you... i love you.. muacks.. :)